Honestly i despise being in this predicament, I like love this guy so much, (ADM) <— that’s all your getting. but he loves someone else….. i guess. Everyday i try an tell myself “IT’S O.K”  it really pisses me off because i was always there for him. He doesn’t even know it, he never had taken the time to listen. When he did listen i was too happy to even dare utter anything negative towards his ear. i as freakin happy man. he was my everything. i would have did alot of things for him. I had only one problem and that was like nagging him to be mines and my his. i think if i hadn’t of don’t that we’d probably be the best couple EVAH right now.  bleh. but yeah……… it’s hard to say “IT’S O.K” when you love someone with all your  heart but he acts like he doesn’t give a shit.